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I had been saying to them, on some level, with some habitual and almost subconscious form of commumication, "YOU ARE NOT OK, I DON'T LIKE YOU, I WILL ONLY LIKE YOU IF YOU CHANGE." Can you imagine talking to someone else like that? Or someon else's body? Never.
So I changed the conversation.
There was always someone to hug, kiss, play with their hair, etc...The huge amount of love I have in my body-being was able to express itself to willing subjects and I felt so nourished and met, I was in heaven.
Now the problem with this is, that when everyone left, I am now back in my own small family with a deeply introverted husband and son, and a tween son at that, who is appropriately and thank heavens, expressing boundaries around how often I can kiss him and attack him with my mama bear love. When I say "I love you" he says "I am aware of this." I call this a victory. But ..where then, does all this love go?
When someone we have put on a pedestal, followed completely, devoted our lives to and more....falls from grace....it's a long way down.
Read Morehrough our autonomic nervous system response as well as production of oxytocin, compassion has been proven to live in our bodies! Yes my friends, compassion is our body's true nature.
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